Wow...

Heeey Young World!!

So it's been a minute since I've shown some love!!

This past semester was great...I cut down on the partying a lil bit..well..a lot a bit lol and it all paid off because I made it to the Dean's List!!! Whooo Hooo!! Congrats again to me! Hard work pays off folks! If you have a goal in mind, work hard on it, stay focused, and you can achieve it!! =]

So lets see...Memorial Weekend...was great! There's a picture of me and my friends and Pretty Ricky some where out there..those nigs are tiiny!! I wasn't even wearing heels and I was still lookin kinda down at them lol so cute! But those are some freaky skinny little boys lol...and speaking of little, I also saw Weezy F Baaaby pllleease say the Babaay. haha He's little too, but I only got to see him from across the street, too many future baby momma wannabes crowding around his ass. yuck. Speaking of future baby mommas, is it true that my girl Lauren London is preggo by him?! Damn I hope not..that's gonna be one interesting lookin child. Anyways..moving on...

I found out soo much shit that weekend. You see, I'm a little bit of a loner, and when I wanna leave some place, I'll leave and just go chill by myself, and that's the reason why I ALWAYS drive myself to the clubs. But this past weekend, and it seems like every single 'beach holiday' (spring break, labor day weekend, memorial etc) a friend of mine always starts to act up. Her other friends from high school comes in town and she's a whole different person. We did go to the same high school, but we def hung around different cliques. So this past weekend, we were gonna all meet up, but I of course was already out on the beach chillin with some other peoples, and then it started to pour! so bad..so so bad. so this made the traffic even worse, so when I call her to see where she's at, she calls herself fussing at me on the phone, mind you her friend is also in the car, so wtf, what's she doin showin out? So they got me, we found a spot like mad close, and they went to pay, and then I left..Just telling them that I wanted to go change, since I was staying on the beach that weekend. So as I was walkin down 8th, I literally run into my other friends from my school!

So I decided to roll with them to Fat Burger. So good..the actual food, not the service. But that's another blog. That was one of the better conversations I had had that entire weekend. We spoke about another mutual friend of ours and her terrible antics..she really needs to stop while she's ahead. I mean, how can someone sleep with 3 out of 4 in a suite, all on the football team? That's nothing folks, this girl sleeps with so many guys on the team, her ass better stay friendly or else they will tell her shit to everyone..but it's not like people already don't know. This girl is just nasty, I used to call her my friend up until earlier that day when I chilled with her for like a minute. She craves attention, she's one of those that brags about how many times she gave her number away one night at a club, she brags about who she met and what team they play for, if she feels she's not getting enough attention from certain folks, she'll make the attention go straight to her, for example, walking with only your bikini on on the strip, but I clearly remember a time when she did this.

Last year, memorial weekend, I don't know why so many nigs were tryin to holla at me, lol. Some dude asked me to marry him, twice, and I was wearing this yellow dress type thing, nigs were hollerin 'heey sexy yellow', 'heey there bumble bee', etc etc..so little miss thang decided that she wasn't getting enough attention, so after getting into a shitty mood, she decided to alter her dress...by taking down the top and draping it so that it was half way off, with her extra revealing bikini top showing. And then that's when her mood got better when a few nigs started to holla. Lame. Why does some one crave this much attention? It's not always a good thing!

So anyways, as I mentioned earlier, she sleeps with way too many guys, she needs to get tested. So does the entire football team and every bitch that's been fucking with them! I personally get tested every 6 months even when I'm not active. That shit can stay quiet for a while! That's nothing to play with!

So in order to preserve my 'rep' I can no longer chill with her. You know what they say, birds of a feather flock together...psshh not this bird! This bird flies solo!

The next day, I met up with a newish friend, I had never really chilled with her before but her and her other friend were real cool. When we were eatin at Johnny Rockets, they mentioned some things about the girls I was eatin with the day before!! This is such a small world..and that may not be a good thing.

But what I remember from what she said is that, I have to choose my friends wisely, and that I make my own friend decisions. So basically, what my Dad has been telling me for years to "Not trust Anybody" is true. After 21 years, I'm finally figuring that out. I mean I'll have my friends, my homies, but I can't trust them as far as I can throw them..how ever that goes. And you know, it's sad, but everyone has some bad and stupid shit they've done in the past, and if they choose not to tell me, then that's fine, it's all said and done and no need to bring it up like a warning or something you know?

Unnecessary bs. But anyways, my Memorial Weekend was filled with information that I needed to take with me, and think about. And I've learned not to be so naive when it comes to the black folks at my school..now I understand what my older friends told me about talkin too much to the black people at my school. I mean since it's such a small population of us, everyone is going to be in everyone else's business!! Shit sucks but that's life!

That's life.